- Iamnotnotwhy

I

Allowed is and not why,
   Lament and try,
   Lament and try,
Comprise my torment.
And I cannot content
But rearrange,

Systematically stage,
   Surprise and lies,
   Surprise and lies,
Why is and dies
When nothing is,
         or alive.

(I think)
I am
not
not
why.